Hey CTC, ASL with Picture Please ^_^, An IRC Love Story

 

 

Hindi ko alam kung kailan to nagsimula
Pigilan ko man ‘di ko magawa
Pasensya na kung ako ay nagparamdam
Gusto ko lang talaga sa’yo ipaalam

Namulat ako sa ningning ng iyong bituin
Ikaw ba’y totoo o isang panaginip?
Ang tadhana ay sadyang malupit
Ito ba’y kabantang ubod ng pait?

Nagpupumiglas na damdamin iyong dinggin
Inaamin ko sa’yo ako ay nahumaling
Tumutulo ang luha nakatingin sa bituin
Ikaw ba’y wala na? Kailan ka darating?

Umaasang ikaw ay makaulayaw
Hindi lang sa irc ikaw maisayaw
Kinikilig sa iyong pag-indak
Hinihintay ang matamis mong halakhak

Sa gabi ikaw pa rin ang nasa isip
Kahit anong pilit hindi maka-idlip
Hindi kita maalis sa aking gunita
Lalo na ayokong umaasa sa wala

Tula nila : Kyle, JM, Shey at Jen

 

Recovered Poems Part 2

If you think the first one is embarrassing, prepare to have a laugh riot at this one.

The first one was written in an alcohol induced morning back in 2008. This one was in 2005, hopeless romantic and a 22 year old version of myself, 2 days before my graduation, 19 March 2005.

 

Alone in this weary road
I summoned my strength to carry this load
As loud as the rain falls on the ground
I appeared as a fool in the crowd

I’ve always thought I have no boundaries
For I thought I was strong as the trees
Then this happened and now I’m done
Finished far second better if its none

Love helped me survive
Then gave me the will to strive
I would offer her the world
Not enough to compensate my words

Love gave me a reason to smile
And made me walk an extra mile
She gave me the reason to stand
In dark days that I needed a hand

I prayed to God not to put this to waste
But I lost my chance to make haste
The wind sends chill down my spine
And I know I wasted a lot of time

I had a chance, never took advantage
Trapped in this cramped cage
I seriously thought I have no fear
A warrior withstanding the rain of spears

Slowly the light replaces the dawn
Still I was petrified to tell it on my own
Wasted opportunities opens frustrations
Getting beat up in hazing and initiations

Fear got the best of me
A fool who thought he was a tree
I now forgot what day it was
The day my chance and now gone passed

Embarrassing!!!!

I think I still have 1 or 2 more..  Thank you for sitting through it.

Recovered Poems Part 1

First, Happy Star Wars Day to all of you. May the 4th be with you. In this series, I will post my recovered poems back when I use my now erased blogdrive blog. Pardon the lameness, I was drunk when I wrote it.

Second, I’m no expert in poetry so be nice. Thanks.

SaNity

I’m trapped in your eternity
Struggling to keep my sanity
As I cower in the shadows
I only find a dark tomorrow

Shall I end my torment?
The pain that kept me bent
The echoes of my desire
Like water burning in fire

I have to stop this plague
Everything in my world is vague
Have to make a stand
I don’t care if no one understands

Love may have failed me
A blockade to my eternal glee
I kept my pain inside
All of it I try to hide

There’s no room for sadness
She could be end this madness
The joy and inspiration to my heart
Somehow it kept me apart

This is embarrassing! ahahaha